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*sigh*

The month of March has by far been the most emotional month for me in 2009. I am often with no emotions, you might want to note that.

I do not wish to be elaborative on this so just to put this on record, today is Friday the 13th and two days ago our commercial operation manager passed away after a minor operation. Two days ago I was at the hospital visiting him but he was not conscious and was on life support. I thus played paper balloons with his 3 year old kid.

One day ago my company had the whole ceremony performed on the dead and as I have not seen anything like it before, the curiosity had made me the cat who well in the end gets all scaredy.

It was nevertheless fulfilling as I needed to pay him my last respect.

We shall now carry on with the presentation without him.................................

Al-Fatihah.

Fear mongers are so stupid

I have to be reminded for the billionth time, that when people have stereotyped me, they will remain as such for the rest of their pathetic lives.

But I being me being dont give u none of my f***ing attention, will proceed with what I believe in.

And today is the happiest day of my life!

Because the VP responded to my request and boohoo those losers pun dapat gak la the benefit from my effort kan. But nevermind, at least they realized that they're so stupid that had I followed their cowardness and not submit the letter, we would never have gotten what we are entitled to!

I HATE FEAR MONGERS. I WILL SACK THESE COWARDS WHEN I BECOME BOSS.

Hehehehehehe...

March 2009

I am not too keen to be blogging with thiskeyboard ofmine.

See?

ROSAK.

It really really interrupts my flow of thoughts.

So I shall keep it short and simple sothat both you andI will have a goodnight sleep tonight. I hate going to bed feeling angry or sad or disappointed. My sleep is too important to be compromised by unnecessary worryings.

Ijust thought I'dshare thiswith you...

Be true to myself, Stick to one guy, and dont give a damn about what people think about me are my principles in life.

Its gotta be That simple. Thats how I manage to stick to it.

Memetik bintang di langit..? Ohhh tak pernah terfikir pun.

Biar saja orang gelar saya tak punya cita cita.
Saya hanya mampu fikir setakat ni saja.
Kadang kadang tak banyak fikir buat hidup kita jadi lebih mudah.

First Date

So nervous to meet my new car tomorrow, it feels like going on a first date.

I'm not a car person which makes this even more difficult for me.

Where shall I take my date to..?
What should I wear..?
Will he(?) like me..?
Will I like him..?
Should we make love on the first date..? :p [hahaha, laugh la]

F*** it. ITS MEANT TO BE. =D

GrrrNess!

When I cannot understand where you are coming from, we will never meet at any point to agree on ANYTHING.

Maybe I am at fault too, because I fail to understand other people but since when do rudeness and fucked upness are acceptable?

No wonder we Muslims get rewards for smiling.

Apparently, it is so damn hard to smile to someone who by the way hates you too, but out of courtesy is offering her smile.

I am acknowledging your existence because I am not rude.

I will never be okay with rude people. I have found my 'pantang nenek moyang aku'.

Sick

I had just been introduced to the term "soft diet" by my doctorina (i love her because she told me to get a new job if I feel that my current job is too stressful- How Cool is my Doctorina?), because I have suffered from i think-- some kind of viral infection (a g a i n) which means vomitting like every half hour until every single drop of water is drained out from my already-dehydrated body and not to mention the diarrhea! oooohhhhhhhhhhhh.. *dreadful dreadful*

So soft diet means eating soupy food. I want Johnnys tonite I dont care! I have been eating nothing but- cream crackers cicah teh-o; garlic bread cicah mushroom soup pizza hut; bubur nasi with serunding daging (being half kelantanese we alwayyyys have serunding in the house i dont know when i'll begin to appreciate having it around); vitagen; and grapes.

Soft.

I am sick of my soft diet ya hear?

LAPAR!!!!! (Nak Lamb Chop)

more of my nonsense!

Hi everyone! Welcome. I have been tagged again by farah uh huh... mm-hmm...

Rules: The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.

I am

... currently carrying on my head hair that is too long. I want to cut my hair, but I havent found a hairstyle that I like. So until I find something I like, I think my hair will remain like pontianak harum sundal malam but I PROMISE I will shampoo my hair everyday =)

I really want to go to

... Mekah Al-Mukaromah =D I should go while I'm still young and strong, and alive. =p I shall not procrastinate opening that tabung haji account I've been wanting to open since last year. The borang I took pun dah tak tau pegi mana dah... =/

My favourite place


... is the kedai kain!!!!!!!!!! i really really really really really really like this place. If anyone wants to leave me all alone, please leave me in this favourite place of mine.

My favourite thing is


... The one and only rubiks cube; and


... Babies, especially smart ones who runs slow so that I can catch em and gigit2 them and make them cry and smile and cry again and smile again.. haha.. toys such as human miniatures are so much better than static lifeless toys; and


... SHOPPING! Every girl loves to shop. If u dont, I hate you.

My favourite drink is


... Caramel frappucino!!!!! Too bad i'm boycotting starbucks now. But basically I love allllll sweeet drinks that has caramel in it. caramel has to be the main ingredient please.

My favourite food is


... LAMB CHOP. I am literally a slave to lambs worldwide.

My favourite colour is definitely


... I googled white color and this came out. =p

I live in



... only the best side of the the the town. TTDI. =)

I was born in

*takde gambar* Klinik Wanita TTDI.

I attended


... SRK Sri Petaling, SMKDJ, UIAM, and to all my friends' relationship problems.

My favourite story is


... *sings* three, four; tenenene nenenene tenenenene nenenene...

So no one told you life was gonna be this way (clap clap clap clap)
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year
But I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you (because you're there for me too)

This is my hobby

... i'm the one standing and looking at the one with the measurement tape. =)

And I definitely wish for

... Taffy Apples! Dah lama dah nak tau.... =((

Nothing new, people. Still the same old me. And i shall tag the same old people. You know who you are, go ahead and be all creative in answering questions about urself. it really gives away who you are... I just got back from Kota Kinabalu and that was fun! I really wanted to put it in this entry but none of the questions allow me to talk about my recent trip.


gdnite. =)