Judging by my shortstuff physique, you can easily tell that I have lived my life based on mental strength and mental strength only.
And of course, unlimited personal standings, principles and philosophies have contributed a lot to this thing I call mental strength.
Hence this before entry is dedicated to myself, and to several people that matters to me, for the simple reason: to compare how right or wrong I am about OBS before and after OBS.
OBS: Outward Bound School, in Lumut, which I will surrender myself to for the next 3 weeks. So God Help me.
I am aware of the fact that I cannot do a lot of things especially anything physically challenging. Thus to make up to these weaknesses I do rubiks and I use bombastic words to scare the hell out of my opponents. [everyone is an opponent when u consider ur life a game. heheh]
So to myself;
Build up that mental strength, for you can do even the hardest thing in life if your mind is up for it. Should you lose your grip on anything in the big bad cruel jungle, close your eyes and hold on to your God, your loved ones and heck the nearest branches available.
When you fall into the water and feel helpless, think: i'm a mermaid. and swim, dammit.
When you're all alone and you feel scared, know that everyone else is going through the same thing and if you give up, you are not a winner in this game. =p.
Last but not least, do some soul searching while you're in the jungle, cos its about time...
Till we meet again, dont miss me too much! =D
And of course, unlimited personal standings, principles and philosophies have contributed a lot to this thing I call mental strength.
Hence this before entry is dedicated to myself, and to several people that matters to me, for the simple reason: to compare how right or wrong I am about OBS before and after OBS.
OBS: Outward Bound School, in Lumut, which I will surrender myself to for the next 3 weeks. So God Help me.
I am aware of the fact that I cannot do a lot of things especially anything physically challenging. Thus to make up to these weaknesses I do rubiks and I use bombastic words to scare the hell out of my opponents. [everyone is an opponent when u consider ur life a game. heheh]
So to myself;
Build up that mental strength, for you can do even the hardest thing in life if your mind is up for it. Should you lose your grip on anything in the big bad cruel jungle, close your eyes and hold on to your God, your loved ones and heck the nearest branches available.
When you fall into the water and feel helpless, think: i'm a mermaid. and swim, dammit.
When you're all alone and you feel scared, know that everyone else is going through the same thing and if you give up, you are not a winner in this game. =p.
Last but not least, do some soul searching while you're in the jungle, cos its about time...
Till we meet again, dont miss me too much! =D
4 comments:
mind over matter. mind over matter. a very inspiring post...
so u're not coming to my convo?
dic:
wait till i compose the post OBS entry. mind over matter nak mampos! huh. bengang ni.. bengang..
ainsafian:
sorry dear, i memang dah termiss ur convo. *sigh* congratulations! welcome to the real world, but in ur case ur still living through mushrooms and plants and gardens, no office politics, government's top secrets and technical engineering terms to digest! how nice... =)
Ilya: God, your post reminded me of that mental/physical strength i never had and maybe never will have. i think i'm fragile and vulnerable, really. although fearless..hmm..i dunno why. me just a shopaholic diva that knows nothing bout life..and don't wanna know about it.
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