counting days :)

*u see this pic? my dress @ Aidil's reception will look sthg like this! Ooooooohh!!!!!!!!!!!

Although work is crazy these days, I still have a reason to smile because I'm sooo looking forward to my Big Day woooh!! but heck, only God Knows whats playing in my mind right now!! So many social functions to organize, attend, etc. And to balance all that with this masculine work I do. hahahha... I give too little credit too myself maybe?

Ok, first things first -- My dad wants me to tender my resignation this Friday which means by August I can go live in Ktn with Aidil. As much as I want to please him, I've given this a lot of thought & I think maybe tunggu la dulu.. at least until December so that I can get my bonus (ok, now i really have to get sthg kalau tak sia sia) because although it is tempting to go start my own life over there with Aidil but I dunno... I dont really have a back up plan at the moment so to drop everything so sudden like this is risky and as if my dad will give me money every month like i'm earning now!!! :P besides, I think he should spend all his money on my mom & my two annoying brothers who have grown to be princesses. Urgh.

But will definitely leave in december. I dont see myself living separately after I'm married. Thats just abnormal & why put stress on yourself like that??

Second -- Ainsafian's bachelorette party this Friday!! Organizer. Co-organizer. Party Planner. Whatever u call it la. Busy busy... hehehe. Susahnya nak organize parties like these & please everyone (budget wise and comfortableness wise!) but pulled it off in a couple of days! woohoo! with great experience comes fast thinking. :D

Third -- The long restless battle with wedding invites have finally come to an end! Yahoo...!!! At finalizing stage now & having teacher/lecturer/pakar bahasa parents DO NOT HELP. Every single little word nak comment! Stressnyaaaaa.... I just wanna get this over withhhhh...

Fourth -- Pre-wedding photoshoot! Aidil decided to change the theme color at the very last minute! And guess what -- I dont have any baju to wear! I only have 4 days left to go look for it! So God Help me!!!

Fifth -- Mothers Day & Ayah's Birthday. Omg Omg.... must beat last year's self at throwing party & present. No time, no budget, no worries will come up with something soon! *cry*

Sixth -- My Bachelorette party!!! cant hardly wait for that.. hehehe. I know J is planning sthg super awesome. So teruja!! Note to self: borrow Aidil's camera! J says the venue is at her place. But I suspect she tipu ok... mana ler tau she will suddenly take me somewhere else. saje je nak buat orang panic!

Seventh -- I havent even started with this whole nikah procedure. Still waiting for Aidil to complete his. Wow. Selambanye... dah lambat, ok ok should at least go do HIV test. *looks over at piles of paper at work station* esok la HIV test.

Ok so you see I have a million things on my mind; and these exclude crazy work. Am in the midst of preparing yet another write up for some body. oohhhhh... boleh tak??? rasa nak jerit je "i'm getting married you know?? gimme a bride break!"

And can people just stop throwing things in my face just because I'm a lawyer?? some things happened even before I was born and I'm supposed to pick it up??

Grrr... so many things to dooo, but will pull everthing off, insyaAllah. See ya when I see ya!

Ps: omigosh did i wear deodarant this morning??? *smells self* yes i did.

Ps2: I have 46 days before the big day! yeahhhoooo.... Wedding Planner will save my life. thanks WP.

Almost forgot, here's the countdown to our honeymoon!!