counting days :)

*u see this pic? my dress @ Aidil's reception will look sthg like this! Ooooooohh!!!!!!!!!!!

Although work is crazy these days, I still have a reason to smile because I'm sooo looking forward to my Big Day woooh!! but heck, only God Knows whats playing in my mind right now!! So many social functions to organize, attend, etc. And to balance all that with this masculine work I do. hahahha... I give too little credit too myself maybe?

Ok, first things first -- My dad wants me to tender my resignation this Friday which means by August I can go live in Ktn with Aidil. As much as I want to please him, I've given this a lot of thought & I think maybe tunggu la dulu.. at least until December so that I can get my bonus (ok, now i really have to get sthg kalau tak sia sia) because although it is tempting to go start my own life over there with Aidil but I dunno... I dont really have a back up plan at the moment so to drop everything so sudden like this is risky and as if my dad will give me money every month like i'm earning now!!! :P besides, I think he should spend all his money on my mom & my two annoying brothers who have grown to be princesses. Urgh.

But will definitely leave in december. I dont see myself living separately after I'm married. Thats just abnormal & why put stress on yourself like that??

Second -- Ainsafian's bachelorette party this Friday!! Organizer. Co-organizer. Party Planner. Whatever u call it la. Busy busy... hehehe. Susahnya nak organize parties like these & please everyone (budget wise and comfortableness wise!) but pulled it off in a couple of days! woohoo! with great experience comes fast thinking. :D

Third -- The long restless battle with wedding invites have finally come to an end! Yahoo...!!! At finalizing stage now & having teacher/lecturer/pakar bahasa parents DO NOT HELP. Every single little word nak comment! Stressnyaaaaa.... I just wanna get this over withhhhh...

Fourth -- Pre-wedding photoshoot! Aidil decided to change the theme color at the very last minute! And guess what -- I dont have any baju to wear! I only have 4 days left to go look for it! So God Help me!!!

Fifth -- Mothers Day & Ayah's Birthday. Omg Omg.... must beat last year's self at throwing party & present. No time, no budget, no worries will come up with something soon! *cry*

Sixth -- My Bachelorette party!!! cant hardly wait for that.. hehehe. I know J is planning sthg super awesome. So teruja!! Note to self: borrow Aidil's camera! J says the venue is at her place. But I suspect she tipu ok... mana ler tau she will suddenly take me somewhere else. saje je nak buat orang panic!

Seventh -- I havent even started with this whole nikah procedure. Still waiting for Aidil to complete his. Wow. Selambanye... dah lambat, ok ok should at least go do HIV test. *looks over at piles of paper at work station* esok la HIV test.

Ok so you see I have a million things on my mind; and these exclude crazy work. Am in the midst of preparing yet another write up for some body. oohhhhh... boleh tak??? rasa nak jerit je "i'm getting married you know?? gimme a bride break!"

And can people just stop throwing things in my face just because I'm a lawyer?? some things happened even before I was born and I'm supposed to pick it up??

Grrr... so many things to dooo, but will pull everthing off, insyaAllah. See ya when I see ya!

Ps: omigosh did i wear deodarant this morning??? *smells self* yes i did.

Ps2: I have 46 days before the big day! yeahhhoooo.... Wedding Planner will save my life. thanks WP.

Almost forgot, here's the countdown to our honeymoon!!

Huaaaargh *menggeliat*

Its been forever!! What issss happening to me.. so relax, so malas!!

Even my Wedding Planner & Makeup artist dah risau because I'm too relaxed. They will sms me and keep on asking when they can meet me to discuss! Arggghhh Stress la.. :p

I love them nevertheless cos I know they'll make everything perfect while I just ikut je anything they have planned for me.. So easy kan. :))

Anyways, I recently got ENGAGED Yay!!! to the love of my life!! Chewahhh...

Cant wait now!!! (so why the heck am i so relaxed??) so here are my engagement pics (yang dah over exposed kat fb) :D enjoy!!

Ps: tsk..tsk.. MOM mana official pics kuuuuu...

hey i can count!

This will do it.

Hehe!

Goodluck to us. Lets try and pull this off now.

Ps: once we get our exact honeymoon date i wanna delete this & have a countdown to that day instead. haha...

holidays. got love?

I watched Valentines Day during the hols and what caught my attention most were these lines: "young love-- full of promise, full of hope, ignorant of reality".

Amazing. Though the whole movie was just okay for me, I mean I honestly thought Sex & the City has way cooler & wiser philosophies about love, but hey any movie that emphasizes on love and romance philosophies are always good to me.

I want to have my own love philosophies compiled one day & I wish to inspire people to love the way I see love.

Right now-- nothing matters to me other than my wedding prepos. But I got one thing to say to you still.. as always...

You'll know you're in a right place when u can get through all the crap the place gives you scarless. Muahhh i know u love me. Come back for more!!! :P

tweet me!!

You know when you leave a place unoccupied for too long, we malays believe that "someone" or "something" will find itself a way into it. Blogs are no exception apparently. U see I get these email notifications for comments people send to my entries & since I have not been updating for a while, this anonymous creature has been dropping many comments and I suspect they're some sort of spam/virus/sthg.

Is my blog therefore unsafe to even be visited by me for I will then be infected by this virus?

I dunno, but here's the thing: I'm getting married people! So yeah just to put this on record because for what its worth, I dont want to be posting up about me getting all pregs and skip the gettin married entry so just to keep the flow flowing right.

And to a certain level to remind myself that I'm getting married and maybe yearsssss from now when I read this entry again, to reming myself that I Am married.

Yeah so we're in the midst of getting things to fall nicely into place so that this memorable day of ours will be special to both us and our guests. You ARE coming right??? :p

This whole preparation process for me so far has been very enjoyable and interesting because we got to meet new people & talk and talk and talk & then of course at the end of the day there's always a price to pay for all those wasted salivah. sighhhh sighhh.... the way i see it: maybe there's a bright side for things to be sooooo expensive for weddings, at least we'll probably appreciate our constitution of marriage more.

But heck, when we get old and stuff, maybe our kids should get married virtually & save all the cost. wakakakkakaka....

Okay, so hopefully I'll come back with more great news in the future, till then pray for us & we'll see you on our big day!!! If you're not invited, you must not be very nice so I suggest you work on that attitude, no just kidding! Tweet me people, I'm on twitter!!! :D

End of the year entry

The year 2010 is going to be busiest for me.

We have not set foot in 10 yet and already i am booked for half the year. And i'm so thrilled to be sharing my friends' BIG days!! I just dont quite get when people dont like wedding seasons cos I LOVE EM!!!!

I can wear my best clothes.... do my hair.... wear matching shoes and clutches... matching jewelleries (when i can afford it).... meet friends i have not met for so long.... shopping for presents.... cards.... talk about anything and tell each other each other's updates... man.... i have so many nice things to say about weddings that I cannot begin to imagine how one can hate weddings.

I hate people who hate weddings.

I wish all my friends who are getting marrid next year all the best and may your party be more fabulous and glamorous with my presence. :p

Okay, so 2009 has been amazing and so damn awesome I mean i think the word awesome in my life is not overrated at all! The best part about this year is of course my trips to Jakarta, Kuantan, Cherating, etc and my gile banyak birthday celebrations!!! I think there were altogether 4 celebrations! Thanks everyone for forming the awesome part of my life and for rocking my parties!!! But the bestest party yet is the awesome awesome HALLOWEEN PARTAY!! Rrrrreeeaawwww!!

2010 will be more awesome and as much as I have better resos for 10, i hope my life upgrades to having better quality (i mean i started running and i hope i wont stop) and my 4 year relationship should start moving to a whole new level already :p. its not really 4 but if you calculate everything its 4. I dont really care thats just a number, but I'm just concerned with me getting older and i mean look at the tiny wrinkles on my face ????? *cryyyyyyy* (Time to steal mama's night and day creams).

Career wise i'm hoping for a job that will allow me to show my real personality and that is a super damn hard worker but only if i'm paid good and allowed to have fun at the same time. I am hoping that kind of job exists. I have to be honest I feel pretentious doing what i do now simply because I am losing myself as a lawyer and becoming more like an engineer and becoming an engineer was never my ambition.

My ambition was always to become Boss.

Hey so this is a happy entry! hehe which means I had a great year this year and have forgotten about every little unpleasant-ness for this year so you should too!

Lets start 2010 with a positive spirit as we're Really just closer to death as the new year comes.

Toodloooo!

boy crazy!

The last time I spoke of this expression was probably when I was 12 or 13 when my teenage friends were all going through that phase of hormone changing, and developing desire for men.. I mean boys.

As we grow older, everyone grew out of their boy craziness and liking boys moderately made more sense somehow.

But today, boy craziness staged itself to my face not by a teenage lady but by a makcik. I mean seriously makcik, dont be so bias towards your own gender, what are you, like a widow? :p :p

So I was having breakfast this morning at my usual place and everyday I will literally check my wallet to make sure I have small change. I hate shops that bugs me about giving them exact change but I have come to peace with this whole issue and have decided to deal with it by giving in.

Unfortunately today, I had ran out of small change and had RM10. The next best thing was an RM50. And its not even mine. Its my boss' rm50 note and its in my keeps because he told me to buy some stuff but when I went to buy them someone else offered to pay. I know. Whats up with people nowadays? :p I only have God to thank! :D

Anywayyyy, my breakfast was RM1.80, so I handed my last rm10. So makcik made a bigggg deal out of it, and told me to pay later.

*Me annoyed*

After I had my breakfast (and after carefully observing how many people had come in to have their breakfast hence all the small changes makcik would have made), I went back to her to pay.

At the cash register was this man WITH RM10. I FRIKIN SAW MAKCIK GAVE HIM HIS BALANCE OF WHAT LOOKED LIKE RM8-ish.

So I was positive that she would do the same to me. But since we're recording this in this blog, u can certainly imagine what happened to me! She said, "bayar nanti lah, takde duit kecik lah.. tunggu lagi ramai2 orang datang. Takde duit kecik ke?"

MAKCIK!!!!

At least she was smiling. To the man who she just gave small change to.

:(